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Thats it..! I gotta admit it..im getting tired of pretending that im ok ..that im srtong..
it's been 8 months of waiting for you ..I've named you..I've imagined how you gonna look like..i spent alot of time reading books ..getting courses about how to take care of you..i was making sure to be ready ..
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But ..maybe this world is not ready for you ..


And coz i have no choice..i just have to accept that we gonna meet one day..and heaven is much better place than this world


I hate to be dramatic..so i promise my self that this gonna be the last time i talk about it..and i'll try to stop crying too




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