2011- 5- 9
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#308
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أكـاديـمـي ألـمـاسـي
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رد: ♥ṃy ρεɾṡoṉαl ṡραсε
Lately I've put myself in a very dark and unhappy path
I intend to do that to myself sometimes so I'd learn my leason and pay attention to what's important
I feel like if I've put myself in that possition I'd know what I've done wrong and maybe fix the things I've done
Even though I know that If I did this to myself I'd be hurting, but it's better to hurt than doing wrong to yourself!
I'm not trying to torment myself, I just don't want to keep living like this , blaming myself for things that would never happen,,
He always asked me what My "Wish" is , But I never answered him? It's because I'm scared of what my answer would be!
Can you believe that I'm afraid of my own answer ? Or is it because I fear what might his re-action be about it?
God knows what might We think , But other than that I seriously need to stop doing this to myself!
And just go with the flow and the sorrow keeps going , It might be weird for some, but being in sorrow makes me better!
 I'll always be the Odd person I am
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