well, I bet ur going thru hard time,
just let ur heart does whatever it wants 2,
but what's the point of loving someone that doesn't love u back, for me it doesn't make sense,
u can't luv someone unless this luv is mutual, u have to deal to, live a daily life with that person in order 2 luv him,
otherwise, it's just that u were hollow, and trying 2 fill this hollowness by making up some fake feelings to have some drama in ur life, i mean it's unauthentic,
u never know about this person that really loves u, just give it a try, u wont lose anything :)