No No
you are not
Do not give up
I have wrote these words early this morning to someone here
and I'm writing it to you now
" think positively of the future
'and you will see how your life will get better
so just have a very strong faith in Allah and strong self confident
I know it is easy to say but I assure you that no one has had his/her beauty life easily we all need to struggle
to have peace and decent life